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If I knew that today would be the last time I’d see you, I would hug you tight and pray the Lord be the keeper of your soul.
If I knew that this would be the last time you pass through this door, I’d embrace you, kiss you, and call you back for one more.
If I knew that this would be the last time I would hear your voice, I’d take hold of each word to be able to hear it over and over again.
If I knew this is the last time I see you, I’d tell you I love you, and would not just assume foolishly you know it already.
<gabrielle garcia marquez>
Love,
Jesus
Yes.
Here we go again.
Lemme explain.
This is Love in a different perspective.
Yes I know my english teachers and atenews editors would kill me for such title. Kebs.
I'm just missing my sister. I want to stay with her. Make her laugh and make her feel that the world, after all, is not as cruel as she thinks it is. Miss you dine! I LOVE YOU!
meet the dawgs
Marlu's leaving. Bon voyage! Pero temsa lang hap? Wala'y chibog? hehe.. Neo-neo here we come!
It's been like, what, a year(?, maybe two) since I hang out with these monkeys. Damn I miss them! They're my first family at Sykes. The first to let me feel there's no reason for me to drown myself with solitude and stop dreaming about going home.. and, not to change the atmosphere, the first to leave me with a stranger who eventually became a family nasad tapos, well, who passed me to someone who gave me the pressure of the century I could never forget.
I hope there would be a second reunion. mwah!
Maiba tayo.
That night, after dinner, we all went to Paseo, the usual pahuwas mode (do I have to elaborate the things that are considered "normal" at Paseo?). That night din, I lost my match. But anyway, all is well that ends well. Meaning, nakalusot nasad ko.. =)
ako'y nangangarap na ika'y makasama
taglay ang pangakong iingatan kita
ang ganda mong nahubog sa piling ng masa
hinding-hindi kukupas, di malalanta
gaya ng pag-ibig na alay ko sinta
<rosas ng digma>
Patay ka na.
Kitang-kita ko kung pano ka nilapak ng sama ng loob
bago inubos ng kalungkutan.
Inagos ka na ng ulan, kasama ng aking pagtitiis.
Ngayong kailangan uli kita,
may karapatan pa ba akong tawagin muli ang hirap
ng pinagdaanan ko sa'yo?
Sino ba siya para muling buhayin ang bato
na matagal ko nang ibinaon sa limot?
You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made
<first love, hikaru>
so this is how it feels when the (your) world turns its back on you. damn it sucks. it does. it did. just imagine your most trusted supervisor hands you over to another team lead who happens to be a witch in disguise, tells you there's no way you can go back to him and what's worse, suddenly won't even speak to you for reasons you fucking do not know. it makes me wonder how i was still capable of working on my keyboard and attend to some dumb callers after that as if nothing happened. alas! a supersayan is born.
no one will understand. my friends won't understand the feeling when something i've been trying to protect for almost 2 years is taken away from me just like that. just a simple agreement between my beloved team lead and that faggot named vince and everything went to the trash-bin.
harry saves the day
the trailer's been out for weeks now.
i just saw it minutes ago. and i am calling myself a fanatic. lame. hehe. can't say i was happy with it, damn it's an understatement! i was amazed, left me itching for more and wondering whether i could make time go fast till november.
november. wow. at least i can have something to look forward to. makes me forget all the drama that's been killing me ever since that fateful 2nd week of july.
speaking of which. my rehab days are long gone and forgotten. say hello to the old aux5 bitch people. i'm back! i just thought making good out of nothing could sometimes be a pain. it felt llike i've been fooled by peole i trusted, people i cared about and well, people i didn't even knew existed. i finally found my missing foot so it's time for some action. watch out (name here), i'll make you regret te very first day you said NO to henry. i am supposed to mention someone not of importance. she calls me friend--i don't. but just a quick view, this slut did nothing but make my new-found life (with my match) gloomy all because she can't understand or even catch a glimpse my happiness. that's all there is to say about that witch. she doesn't deserve a bigger space in my new crib.
so there it goes. and harry made it all happen. i guess there's no harm in being reunited to old friends after all.
harry saves the day.
